Yesterday I watched the Bob Dylan biopic "A Complete Unknown". To be honest, I was a bit hesitant to watch it which was why we didn't go to a theater to see it when it first came out.
As I said to a friend who did see it on the big screen, one of the reasons for my reluctance was the actor portraying Dylan. Timothee Chalamet, while a fine actor, seems so young to me. Yes, reverse ageism, I know. Not that I have seen him in that many movies, but his performance in Dune, Parts 1 and 2, left me less than impressed. I thought Kyle Maclachlan's depiction of Paul Atreides was much better, although, again, my opinion is certainly biased as my memories of Dune, both the books and the1984 movie, is much more ingrained into my life.
Anyway, in this case, I was very happy that I watched the movie, although more because I was very reflective as I watched it, less due to the movie's content and story line. Don't get me wrong, I experienced a bunch of strong emotions during the film. Chalamet's version of the Dylan classics Blowin' In The Wind, It's All Over Now Baby Blue, A Hard Rain's A-Gonna Fall, and Don't Think Twice, It's All Right were wonderful, but nothing hit me like the reenactment of Dylan's appearance at one of the Newport Folk Festivals when he sang The Times They Are A-Changing assisted by the crowd who sang the chorus with him.
The scene just by itself reminded me of how sad I occasionally feel about being born a decade or so too late, to have missed the "real" 60's. Those festivals when all of our folk and early rock idols performed on one stage, just beginning to hone their skills, and find their voices being one of the things I regret having missed.
Of course, had I been born in 1949 or 1951 I would not have missed the Vietnam draft, which ended in 1973, three years before I became eligible in 1976.
Would I have protested the war? Fled to Canada to avoid the draft? Or worse, been unaware of the seismic changes that were happening, but not necessarily well documented for many Americans, and certainly not universally approved by the parents, and "establishment" of the time?
I often ponder about how people my age, who spent their late teens and early twenties during the mid 70's through the early 80's, especially those in my circle of friends who were admonished and punished by society at large, and the adults in their world in specific, for our rule breaking, law bending, and outright rejection of the norms of the day, can be so conservative now.
Was is just normal adolescence and young adult rebelliousness? A phase, soon to be replaced with the responsibilities (and if you follow the rules rewards) of adulthood?
I recently had a conversation with two different people about the tendency for people to become more conservative with age. Both disagreed with me, at first, to which I responded that they may have been the exceptions that proved the rule. I didn't respond with the theory that birds of a feather, flock together, meaning that perhaps my choice of whom I converse with reflects my own bias of being left leaning as it is certainly true that I struggle to have meaningful encounters with people who support the current administration, which I consider radical right. And the exact opposite of the teachings of Jesus Christ, himself being the epitome of liberal thought and woke behavior.
At the end of those two discussions, both people admitted that they understood my point that people tend to become more conservative with age because they have more to lose, possessions, comforts, even family.
For instance, I didn't mention to one of those two, my mother, who has told me more than once of her experiences as a young lady with legal discrimination, in specific, when she would sometimes ride in the back of a bus with those who were required by law to do so, that she herself exhibited a lean away from her moral base when she and my father moved us from Mount Airy, a section in Philly, to the suburbs when the neighborhood started to "change". Of course, their participation in the white flight from cities in the late 60's and 70's was to protect their children. I do not doubt their decision was based on love for us, but what or whom did we need to be protected from?
As I have written more than once, I have lost faith in the American electorate at this point. Do not see a good outcome on the horizon, at least in the short term. But if I am to be consistent with that belief, then I must challenge myself to question my romantic perception that I would have protested the Vietnam War, or fled to Canada, or been an active demonstrator against the immoral actions of our government at the time, if I am not prepared to do something now, when I consider the current administration's actions as mean, amoral, vindictive, cruel, and certainly un-American as I define that term.
Talk is cheap, as they say, although with this administration, even speech they don't like is under attack. Fortunately, my readership is minuscule compared to heroes like Liz Cheney, so the chance of any actual suppression against me is highly unlikely.
So, while that might make it easier for me to continue to attack the president's all out war on decency and democracy, it doesn't require me to have some skin the game.
It is easy to be outspoken or a rebel, or anti-establishment when one is a complete unknown.
In Bob Dylan's case, he never really became mainstream despite his success. And, in fact, when he evolved, musically, and took heat from those who just wanted to hear the songs they loved, or grew up with, as those audiences did in the movie at his last Newport Folk festival when they booed him for going electric, he didn't care. He played the music he wanted to play, that meant something to him, and in a style that reflected his changing personality and outlook on life.
Unlike so many artists who dilute their message for money or fame, Dylan, for the most part, did not, to his credit but certainly also to his detriment.
So, again, what am I prepared to do?
Attend some protests? Get arrested?
How about (potentially) sacrificing some financial security, to literally put my money where my mouth is?
I am pleased to say that we cancelled our Amazon Prime membership in protest of Bezos's refusal to allow the Washington Post to endorse a presidential candidate, Harris, to attempt to gain favor with Trump.
We have also sold our shares of Amazon stock which was easy enough, but what about any mutual funds or ETFs which we might own that have Amazon in their portfolio, or even just 5% or less? Is that tantamount to throwing out the baby with the bath water? There are certainly many other stocks within such financial vehicles whose CEO's and/or stockholders have not kissed the ring.
A similar reasoning would apply to Tesla stock which again, may only represent a fraction of the dozens of companies in a mutual fund, yet makes me feel dirty and hypocritical knowing that I am helping Elon, if only in a microscopic way.
But there are many large corporations that are part of a balanced portfolio, or embedded in mutual funds and ETFs that invest in technology, consumer staples, or merely companies that provide consistent dividends, which are buckling to Trump's abhorrent executive order against DEI policies. Their compliance sickens me but enough to jettison those financial vehicles, and, perhaps, some slice of our financial security?
Are there enough companies that are holding the line, or will even those currently resisting, eventually comply when pressured by their customers or share holders?
And what about Facebook, which I use everyday yet which has recently relaxed its moderation policies, same say in response to Zuckerburg's growing relationship with Trump. Do I stop using it in protest of Meta's new policies which clearly enable more hate speech, especially towards the LGBTQ+ communities. Or is it enough that I do not share such hateful opinions, or that I unfriend acquaintances who do so, which I have done, twice in the last year.
Reflection.
The good news is that I know what I should do if I were to be consistent with my posts, and my values. But do I have the will to follow through, or like most people, decide that what one person does is of little consequence, so why bother?
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I have referred to Bob Dylan at least three times in the past. The first time was after hearing his song God On Our Side. I posted the following along with the words to that song in December of 2015. Here is a link to that post.
https://wurdsfromtheburbs.blogspot.com/2015/12/god-on-our-side.html
The second time was in May of last year after listening to Dylan's iconic Blood On The Saddle CD in my car. The song, called Idiot Wind, reminded me immediately of the so many inane utterances that have emanated from Donald Trump's mouth. Here is that post.
https://wurdsfromtheburbs.blogspot.com/2024/05/idiot-wind.html
Finally, I again referenced Dylan's God On Our Side song, but this time without posting the words, instead referencing the general belief by all people on both sides of any war that they invariably believe that their particular god is not only supportive of the violence they are committing against fellow Earthlings, but encourages them to do so. Here is that final link.
https://wurdsfromtheburbs.blogspot.com/2024/11/gods-side.html